Valentine's Day

We had a WONDERFUL Valentine's day today-bought new couchs on Friday and are pg! Life is so good!!!! This is our first V-day to be pg...so it feels extra special!

Trouble already

I began spotting brown and cramping today...not feeling so good about this. Plus I feel really,really good and not sick at all. That worries me too.

Whoa...was not expecting this so soon!

Yep it happened...after 8 years. We are pregnant again! Please follow me along each step of the way-as this will be a long 9 months. Many, many obstacles to avoid along the way-but maybe at the end of it a live baby. Dare I hope???


We tested tonight on a hunch-we both just "knew" it and had planned to wait a week. But I couldn't wait-told Dh I wanted to test in the morning and he said "Can't we just do it now?!" And it never occured to me to test at night before-so we did the test together and it came up positive immediatley! I was in shock-he begged me to get another test and use it (different brand) and again it came up VERY positive and really quick. So then I grabbed another even diffrent from the other 2 tests...been using these things for years and they NEVER turn positive! It was a cool "new" digital test that says either "Pregnant" or "Not Pregnant"...always wanted to use one but never wanted to read that "Not Pregnant" come up. But Immediately it said "Pregnant"!!! And at that we lost it huging, screaming, jumping up and down!!! He was more excited than I was-I was in shock after 8 years of seeing negatives every month!

The journey to parenthood has taken another turn it seems...maybe this will be the straight and narrow path we've been waiting for. Or maybe more surprises await...but atleast things seem to get exciting every few years or so and heads a new way!

Hmmm...feeling kinda weird lately

I'm not sure what's up but I'm feeling "off". Wondering if I might be pregnant-doubt it. But I just wonder....had dinner with family tonight leaving for China to get their little girl and I had a hard time eating. And nothing tasted right. But I was overly emotional from saying goodbye to them and giving them gifts for there very first child that we have all loved for years now. Knowing that they will get to meet her in another week was just almost too much!

Our adoption is still years away and so I'm really loving getting to fully focus on them and their trip and their daughter! They will make the BEST parents and I can't wait to meet that special little girl added to our family!!!

Just makes my heart melt thinking of it all!!! I'll maybe take a pregnancy test in a week or two if my cycle doesn't happen by then.